25 January 2014 Rest in peace

On that Saturday morning, I woke up in my new bed feeling so happy and anticipating to start my weekend.
As a typical urban kid, first thing I do is to check my phone for msg. And I saw mom typed RIP tutu in the group chat followed by lots of words. I can't believe that you left me for good. You're gone, forever.

I'm beyond devastated but at the same time I'm glad that you didn't struggle much before you die.
6 years is about the life span of a mixed breed rabbit. And yeah, you're a granny bunny.

You were a smart and caring rabbit. Maybe because I spent alot of time with you when you first joined this big family. Still remember how I had you in my arms when I was watching tv after school, how you went hyperactive when I fed you some coke, how you allowed the younger rabbits to eat the food that you're eating, how you fought Meow when he was being annoying and many more.
We especially love how you reacted to apple. You will always show up at the door at the first cut of that apple. That is why we placed 3 apples around you in your grave. Hope you'll have limitless apple in heaven.

You were meant to be mine. I knew it when I first saw you. You were alone in the rusty cage in that pet shop. I walked past and you reminded me of koala bear. Your colour was dull. That's why nobody buy you. And I know the pet shop uncle will send you to somewhere else and I just cannot imagine the rest. So I got you. One of the best decision I've ever made.

That time we still have lawrence & lilo, who now lies beside you at the backyard.

ewwww look at your dirty paws! there's a cornflake stuck to it!

As we keep all rabbits at outdoor, it's hard to keep your long fur clean as you're not hardworking to keep yourself. So we had to bath you every month..........or every few months. Luckily you're trained to do so. Unlike gaga that struggled so hard as if we're gonna slaughter her, you let us bath you obediently.

One more reason why I love you so much is because you're the only rabbit that I trained to come when I call your name! Do you know how accomplished I felt when you run towards me whenever I call TUTU?! Smart girl!

And all those moments that you came to me whenever you see me.
It's more than one rabbit can do from general perception.

Your eyes are really beautiful. That eyelashes? Longest I've ever seen.

Yeah. Too much to tell lah. You're gone anyway. Bye baby. Hope you enjoyed your stay with us. We will miss you forever k?

I went home anyway. Such a good kid to die on Saturday so I can drive 2.5 hours home and bid goodbye.
Dug your grave, held your cold body for the one last time and placed it nicely in that hole. Cried so hard. Told dad & bro to bury you because I can't bear it anymore.

In addition to your death, something else happened too. My weekend was really tough & harsh.
Life goes on, you gotta expect the best thing and prepare the worst fuck.